16 days to go. so here are the things i want for my birthday...(not in particular order)

1. lv mini lin speedy (arriving tomorrow from guam)
2. lv pochet wallet in mini lin or damier
3. forever 21 and h&m shopping spree
4. bangkok or hk shopping trip (november!!)
5. nine west heech wedge shoes in light brown leather
6. film rolls for my holga
7. red nine west pumps
8. books
9. a visit to the spa
10. dinner with my loved ones
11. lose 5 pounds. : )

yeah!!! woohoo!!! yay!! yipee!!!

go ateneo!!!

im so hyper!!! my head hurts. its throbbing because me and my sisters were shouting, screaming, cheering and getting wild for the whole of the game's 3rd and 4th quarters. it was a good game. i didnt get to see much of the 1st half of the game but the last 2 quarters made me crazy. i wouldnt go into the technical details of the game because im not good at that and because i know someone (charles) will write about that anyway.im just so happy. school spirit baby! hahaha imagine me and my sister joanna (ateneo team addict) were even wearing blue while watching the game on tv. joanna who's such a fan of chris even got mad when someone hit his face during the 3rd quarter and when he fell hard on the ground when bagatsing hit him ata during the 4th quarter. hahaha we get that crazy everytime we watch the games (live or on tv). walalang im just super excited. sorry for blabbing. im just happy that the team won. i really hope that they'd win the championship this year. its about time for them to get the trophy. they deserve it.


now my head hurts and i have no voice because of too much screaming!! wala pa ako sa araneta sa lagay na to. hahaha

good job team A!! yay!!!

woohoo go ateneo!!!

p.s.
hyper pa din ako. hehehe

*jaw drops*

oh my ged!!!!! 12,000 USD!!!!

i want i want!!! someone please get me this! hehehe

*drool*

asa ka pa pam!!

haha its just so lovely. i like the bag's shape and color but i really dont fancy the speedy emblem.

conversation with papa during dinner:

pam: pa pwede ako pumunta sa party on the 19th?

papa: sa tanda mong yan nag papaalam ka pa sakin?

pam: ayaw mo yun nag papaalam pa ako sayo?

papa: ok. anong party ba yang pupuntahan mo?

pam: children's party. 7th bday nila enzo and zeka (alvin's nephew and niece)

papa: (laughs) sige sige.

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ok, now i feel old. papa doesn't even expect me to ask him for permission anymore. even if i graduated already and that i am turning 21 this year, i still feel the need to ask my parents for permission even if just going to national bookstore or to the grocery. i always tell them where i am going and what my plans are. see i am a good girl after all. hahaha i even call my dad whenever i have to use my card for shopping. id let him know first before i swipe. hahaha ok ok i dont know where im going at already. it just that i still dont feel like a grown up sometimes. i feel like an adult when i walk the street ok makati and whenever i do errands for my mom but when im here at home, im still a kid. hahaha im not complaining. i like the feeling of telling my parents about my plans.

ok ok moving on.

signs that im maturing/growing up:
1. i rarely use my havaianas. ive traded them for flats and pumps. hahaha
- college = flip flops, jeans/shorts and top. you know that phase when you just dont know what shoes to wear and you just end up picking a pair of havaianas.
- tricia dropped by our house today and she noticed that the 25= pairs of havaianas along my room's super short hallway (hahah) are no longer there. i kept them already in our shoe cabinet.

2. change of wardrobe
- i think i dress different now. less of the jeans and tshirt combo. i like dresses, skirts and dressy tops now. hehehe woohoo the baby is now a lady.hahaha

3. i now think of future investments
- im planning a business. hehehe the income id be getting from my 8-5 job would not be enough to make me live a comfortable life hence the need for an extra source of income.

4. stock market
- its down now but im starting to learn. hehehe

5. i am more in control when it comes to shopping
- i think before i buy. think i million times. hahaha before id just buy whatever i fancy but now that i dont get allowance anymore, i really think of the things that i purchase. more investment pieces for me. hehehe

6. no more candy, seventeen and meg for me
- believe it or not but i still bought meg and seventeen during college. a huge chunk of my allowance goes to the magazines that i buy monthly. preview, mega, vogue and in style na lang. hehehe ok minsan i still buy seventeen. hindi ko matiis.

7. eyeliner
- ok this is funny but i hated putting eyeliner before. hindi ako marunong ok??? but because of all the job interviews, natuto ako mag eyeliner!!! make up forever aqua eyes i love you!!! ( i swear by this eyeliner!!! its really a good deal at Php 950)

8. im more protective of my sisters
- hahaha sorry boys but you'd have to deal with me first. hehehe its funny how my sisters are starting to have more guy friends. hahaha

9. hindi na ako takot mag edsa
- for the past 3 years ive been to makati without having to pass by edsa. hahaha takot ako dati sa buses and jeepneys sa edsa!!! hahah ngayon lagot sila sakin!! hehehe and i also drove to pampanga only with my mom! ehehe feeling ko nun ang galing galing ko. kasi when i drove to tarlac before si papa kasama ko. palpak kasi ang bagal ko daw!! hahaha

10. im super thinking of my future
- ive been thinking about my future before pa pero not as serious as now. hehehe i am thrilled to go to a lot of new places and to experince different cultures. i cant wait to buy my own place, car and pay for my own bills.

11. channel 2.5 flap bag
- you are love. hehehe kahit ikaw nalang ang mabili ko na bag hehehe...hhhmmm... ok ok add a birkin to that.

12. i am now allowed to go out of the country with my friends.
- bangkok and then europe!!!! yay!!!

13. no more curfew
- my rents no longer have a curfew for me but i still stick with my cinderella curfew as much as i can. hahaha as if i go out talaga. my dates with alvin usually ends at 10pm. hehehe i have a self imposed curfew.

im sleepy already and i can't think of anything anymore. i'd add up to this when i come up with something new. :)

i super want to go shopping. i want to go to hongkong this July for the annual hk shopping festival but i still dont have work! plus there's bangkok waiting for my return! hahaha i cant wait to raid platinum mall and suan lum night market. wipee!! just thinking of going back is making me happy already. (very shallow indeed) haha come on.. every girl gets happy and excited when she thinks of shopping. who doesnt anyway? ooohhh a few days from now there'd be a 4th of July sale in the US. i can imagine the sale already! hahaha i wish i were there. but its also good that i cant be there during the sale. i really cant go shopping yet. a lot of clothes in my closet still has to be worn. plus i dont have closet space anymore that i started occupying my brother's extra space. you see my brother has his own room unlike me who shares with my younger sister jessica. that's why kuya has more closet space. its such a hassle that i have to go to his room pa to get clothes sometimes. plus he hates it that there's female clothing in his cabinet.

ok ok my point here? i want to go shopping but i cant because...
1. no work = no money
2. a lot of clothes still unworn
3. no more space in the closet
4. saving for next out of the country trip with friends
5. no money
6. no money
7. oh did i say no money?
8. aaarrrggghhh i hate it. no money! hahaha

its been a month since i got back from the states.

its been 3 weeks since i started looking for a job.

its been 2 weeks since my last beach trip.

its been a week since my final interview for the company that i like.

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i am still unemployed. ive had a few job offers but i turned them down since i don't think that the job is for me. its been 3 weeks since i started job hunting and so far i still havent found the perfect job. or maybe because the results arent out yet? hehehe well im keeping my fingers crossed. i really do hope that i get the job that i want soon. hhhhmmm.... patience pamela. patience.

enough about job hunting. its making me crazy.

anyway, ive been the official driver of the family since i have no work yet. ive been picking up my sisters from school and have been doing errands for my mom. i aint complaining. at least i have something to do. i also like it when im driving alone. it keeps me relaxed. ahahaha im starting to blab again. enough talking for now.

i just missed blogging.

: )
pambee